December 2010
lies.
can i deal with lies? no, unless i’m the one lying.
i take certain things too hard. i’m suspicious of everything. i’m insecure.
fuck it.
resolutions for the coming year.
1. get my youtube account running. with luck i can earn a lil’ bit pocket money:D
2. lose 8 kg.
3. score well for all modules [no excuses now i’m doing modules i like]
4. spend more time with family.
5. get my friends over for a MAHJONG SESSION (hints strongly @simyoksan @happytrump @minimightymitts)
6. master culinary.
7. learn how to make other desserts other than orange...
pre-allocated modules FTW.
there’s no need to rush for those modules, and i’m GIVEN THE MODULES omg hallelujah praise the lord.
no, i’m still an atheist.
anyway, i’ve just placed advanced bids for the EU and LAK modules. i just need to get these two modules and then i can start planning on which 6th module to take. after all the ES module for semester 1 is 0 MCs and i effectively only took 4...
i'm a stalker.
social networking sites allow us to satisfy our stalker tendencies without being subjected to any form if marginalisation. that is, if you are not an actual stalker.
so i guess that means i want to maintain this friendship since i stalk you on fb so much.
i should keep me paws to meself.
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i'm over the moon the sun the planets the...
i remember how i really felt that my life is fucked up after every single paper (except for the english paper because i had an awesome hair day.), every single paper, INCLUSIVE OF JAPANESE LANGUAGE, which is the only module i can sincerely tell the whole world i excel in.
and the japanese studies paper was just pure shit because i cannot remember specific details for the dozens of readings...
i'm gonna try hard.
i think the world that i live in thinks i’m crazy trying to pursue such an unrealistic thing when i’m in the top 3 universities in Asia and one of the top 30+ universities in the WORLD.
i’m still gonna try. once i’ve learnt basic korean next semester i will know 4 languages and 2 chinese dialects :D that beats the number of languages nichkhun knows hehe^^
either i get the...
ok so i had the time of my life.
i like the feeling of being nervous. i enjoyed the audition part. and then, because of various reasons (duh for my case), i’m one of the group that was hugely upset about waiting for nearly 2 hours before they felt fit to tell us to go home.
totally spoilt my mood.
and then i went on the organiser’s facebook page and there’s tons of people saying that we’re childish to...
i get to be me for a few hours this coming...
i’m looking forward to the audition. i’ve no idea why but it’s one of the few rare times i get super hyped up about the very irrational decisions i made.
default song shall be put your records on by corinne bailey rae :)
i think my dad just decided that i’m the maid. as much as i’m willing to help mum out, that’s no attitude to talk to your own daughter sir. i...
and i'm getting irritated.
just understand that i do not mean to ignore concerns you guys showered upon me. i’m very thankful and grateful for that but please do realise i’m not the one ill. my mum is. which means i’ve to take up plenty of things in the house, outside of the house and so forth.
no i do not have a maid to help out. no my grandmother’s cooking is not healthy. no my dad is not...
you aren't having it easy.
well, none of us are. maybe except for heli because he has exams to care for.
i hate how you just disregard my opinions and automatically assume that i am incorrect.
i hate how you promised mum you’ll do a thing “just to make her feel better” then not do it in real life.
it’s easier to tell the truth than to pretend to tell the truth.
i’ve had enough. i...
i must be kinda tough.
have only cried once after knowing the news. that’s it.
either i’m an ungrateful brat, or i’m much stronger than people of my age and much tougher i ever thought i was.
right.
there’s people out there willing to think that just by changing their facebook profile picture to one with a small part of their childhood, they are actually doing something to stop child bullying and promoting children’s rights.
my world’s fucked up now so don’t expect me to do anything. but seriously, do some ACTUAL thing if you really cared about deprived rights. not...